I am so sorry Lord
I have been deceiving you now
for far too long
and in my present existence
hell appears to my mind
as if a Karmic Tantra all night.
I have been deceiving you now
for far too long
and in my present existence
hell appears to my mind
as if a Karmic Tantra all night.
And if, at any time,
peace inside my mind comes in
it is so very finite as if instead
my life is to barely hold on
to a very fine thread.
–
The angels visit too,
but where do they prevail?
Not in my mind – they appear to go off
on an entirely different trail.
God help me,
who ever in my mind you are
as all appearing now is a hell
in my finals days or is it now hours?
–
No hope for tomorrow – today all but gone.
January 13th, 2015
Tags: Loss
